i have been very delusional recently because i thought i was in love my life is but a waste .. would anyone like to drive to heyfield with me .. i walk around the house in fear i can’t breathe i hate living with people i think this is the reason it is impossible for me to be close with anyone because it is impossible for me to relax unless i am off my face on drugs and even then it is still embarrassing to open up i hate being alive and i hate living I’m growing old and lonely but i know i have not mastered the plan yet cuz i haven’t got to rock bottom yet so then it will be clear when i get to rock bottom .. just because someone is sick and tired doesn’t mean they look like they are sick and tired most people are sick but appear to be normal by cleaning, eating well, sleeping on a bed, talking about food the second strange thing is why do people love love is a soulless pointless activity if you don’t understand love people become re...
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