dustmites500

save it all to be sun  as new honesty makes up heaven  and his glory  they steal day to day to day  death of his love  you choose to redeem  to forgive and restore  in the redemption  forgiveness of the sin  cross your children  chosen in him  to be holy  .. cement hands .. head in lap  knee to groin  the coldest hands  that never touch  .. the true meaning of saying i can see in the dark to an old person  if u don’t die today the heartbreak of tomorrow .. i feel like I’m dead .. asher ..

I’ve got a fat clit poking out of my body  i hate being alive  i break dicks  smash everything in sight  midday fire  does not get worse or better  drug loops  loneliness love  the pit of me  buried back  black face  attention to floor  broken fucked up face  drooping old dead body  love? ..

LOUNGE OF LOVE  CHILDS GENORSITY LOVE ATTENTION SHOW INTEREST IN OTHERS - CONVERSATION AND FOLLOW could i ever pass as irish  this time last year i was losing my mind  to understanding fake and real as inside outside  to be in love  silvery poo do i have my mothers or fathers eyes? .. whoever you are your face is all smashed in  im smoking meth out of a bin and fat as fuck  at a shop and i ask in telepathic voices since when did you ever tell people in telepathic words that i want to die i wish i was dead i don’t want to be here leaning over me i won’t tell anyone because if i do it won’t be real . i can see all the loss. its a waste to live when you feel like you have no one. im alone what the fuck do i have to live for but rusty metal maffra dissociation in a park in a bedroom in front of your fat fucking face your fat fucking clit i don’t love you and i have never loved such a sour frown face. get inside it get inside me get inside get inside me you...

once i couldn’t find rose did that mean  i had nothing left live for  I’ve had it with  what locky would be doing right now  what jarris would be doing right now  what margot would be doing right now  and to enjoy sex to be here and horny for it  to enjoy sex to be here and horny for it 

i should have went to AA tonight  i should have went to NA tonight  safe in your arms  like my mother  something familiar  i felt safe in your arms  i felt safe in your arms  .

i don’t normally dress like this  ear ache  why did it take you this fucking long to understand the meaning of life and better yet, people that say they are in love with people they hardly know have a corrupt if not violent brain  celebrity  i may have left the world with a bad vibe  how you feel next, after it, if you can’t, if you can’t give any love love love! i may have left the world with a bad vibe if you can’t  just because you fell in love once  lifes not that important anyway  but you lost your silly chances  you were cute  lopsided, pretty, your ARMS AND LEGS FALL to THE GROUND EVERY SINGLE TIME  if love is not enough to live, then what makes it worth all your while? aren’t you just so over feeling worthless, your pussy is sour as is the geo state of affairs, do you know what i mean. why it feels weird, why you can’t see it. all that resides at the black lake, you don’t know tar you don’t understand true real lively alive ...

public vs private  this rot has got into our morality  ..