dustmites500

 hope your okay  like i have no idea 

horsey come and get your (tea) paranoid  joke

without my guts to make it through the day  through and through  journey of love  .. underneath it all i am very sick  unable to love  unable to love  unable to love the feelings are so bleak  .. a lost soul just lean back horrible body  wait for my day to end in a crowd of despair, a foolish desire to be loved  i want to be hurt to remind myself of clear and old pain  should have been dead on a sunday morning banging my head down  no time for mourning aint got no time  i don’t plan to be controlled live a life in the gutter getting happy with a desolate soul  unbearable pain in the back of my mind  growing up as an infant  growing up as a lost dog  I’m running around hitting the ground laughing  whispery clit  whispery clit  to be hit to feel things  without feeling any thing  the dumbest eyes i have ever seen. .. I’m done w it all !  masterbating in despair out in the tent to ...

without you i am nothing and you have no soul for the world i, of all people,  too, must die

have you seen milf manner i want to start watching it  my little bro eats one meal a day and is bare foot

litter of my dreams  ‘true love’ child of baby with dog  what should we name them .. acid tears  old and humble and beautiful  corpse to taste like everything  my past  my sensitive clit  before your eyes  a perfect scream  m-8 trail  to imagine our love like finding nemo  for the kids  for the children  for the children music  how i ate it up the dream blown out the corpse the gift, the kiss  ..

exist sides lines lines lines leech then i have a moment of disbelief and horror  and realise i am this  and outside i am this  i can’t imagine my life is real  someone you love  ant  strange looking animal birds bird song  manipulation for peace .. i thought id lost all these photos of the person i loved on my phone and felt real sad about it until i realised its just part of life to feel alone and everyone leaves and you make do with whats around you  until i thought maybe thats not true and some people really do have friends that are life long friendships life sentence everything i didn’t notice about you  all the reasons why i loved you but maybe i did tell you and everyone told you and some people were jealous but never told anyone .. everyday i wanna die  one note car  pond sui 1  ..